January 2011
38 posts
6:22am; i can't sleep.
Today, he told me i didn't understand him.
I lost hope.
My boyfriend doesn’t know when i’m mad, sad, worried, etc…. and trust me it’s not hard to find out. I don’t know.. in a way i don’t even feel like he cares or even tries, i’ve thought about it a lot. I don’t know what to do. I’m frustrated.
He Won't, So He Will.
You won’t reply to her text messages & won’t pick up her calls, so she talks to another guy who will.
You’re too busy to spend time with her, so she chills with a guy who actually wants to see her.
You’re not making an effort for you & her being together, so she’s with a guy who doesn’t make her feel alone.
Don’t trip when after you guys break up, there’s already someone else...
Endless Love.
Currently watching Episode 13-14…I should be doing my make up & getting ready for work later, but i’m afraid it’s all going to smudge. I cried like 5xs T T.
In the city.
At Starbucks waiting for Ivy to get ready and go out for breakfast. It’s so cold T.T hate this weather gah. Anyways last night went to see The Green Hornet, it was pretty funny. Hah, I love Jay Chou. Then spent the night at my boyfriends. Tired, we got home from the movie very late and had to wake up so early cause he has work ):
Now.. Just waiting for ivy… Lallaala.
“Im like a tampon whore.”
– Teja Kulkarni
= =.
I’m mad at the fact that you didn’t tell me from the beginning. Not because you went to eat with those girls. I told you from the start, i trust you. I don’t want to have to be suspicious & worry of where you are and what you doing. I just want you to be honest with me, it’s all i ask.
So im at work, theres a table of 7, half men half women, all elderly people. They were talking pretty loud and they are talking shit about other people. One the grandmas were like “she’s a bitch” then another goes “no, dont say it like that… She’s a bitchhhhh.” I died. Its funny how some things will never change no matter how old you get.
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(Last night) Ivy & Diana were already at my house when i came home from work, we set up the hotpot & took pictures. (during this time my mom came home & went into my room & saw pictures that i have went to get printed earlier. The pictures included some …. friends, guys, my boyfriend…and yea… which is NOT a good thing.) So i got a lecture… after we after we...
Sleepover.
Ivy & Diana are sleeping over, melissa’s chillingg here too :)
hi this is ivy hacking into vivi's tumblr cause...
and vivi’s still at work so me and diana snuck in hehehe
it took us like 10 minutes to figure out how to turn her lights on -_-
Jeremy Chu
I tell you things because your my brother, because i would trust you that you wont tell on me & criticize me & nag on me. But because your temper is like shit, you even threaten to snitch on me. Well, go fucking ahead. When you do.. don’t plan to talk to me ever again, consider it like your no longer my brother. I’ve let go of so much shit you’ve done, i’m sick of...
In photoshop class.
So i was helping Ellen find some anti-anorexic slogans..heres some i found. SO FUCKING FUNNY. “ Why be flat when you can be fat. “ “ Eat food you stupid sluts. “ ” I’d rather be fat than ready to snap. “
MCDONALDS.
So we went to MD’s today and when Kazuki was ordering & about to pay.. he handed his credit card to her. (He was suppose to swipe himself.) Her response: “You give that to me, i’m going shopping.” SO FUNNY… HAHAHA. Anyways, the rest of the day.. we just went around Chinatown… and walked around in the freezing cold > <. Places: -Elizabeth Center -Hair...
At the boyfriends.
Skipped again today… But my classes today are like whatever anyways. Slept in a bit while Kazuki slept like a pig….! Now just playing with his iPad. Hum I’m hungry ):
* Snowing *
Currently just got back from the city about hour ago, went for a wedding after school. Got to the city around 6, headed strait to the wedding. During wedding i went out for a while & went to Hair Lounge to see Kazuki for few minutes > <. Went back to wedding & the food just started setting. We left early after the 4th dish because it was slow… and because it started to snow. I...
potcharii asked: ahhh youre soo cute :)
what circle lenses do you use
what circle lenses do you use
Watchrokizilla:
Official: “How to say hi to your girlfriend”
That’s cute :)
Anonymous asked: where do you get your instax films? and how much do you get them for? :o
Anonymous asked: Vivi do u really wear those false eye lashes when u go out? where do u buy them?? it look really pretty on u<3
Bullshit.
What is there to hide?
What.. Am i not pretty enough? Is it cause i’m fat? Do i embarrass you? Am i not good enough? I don’t understand. Am i over viewing it…? It seems like the past repeating itself, it’s bothersome. I can’t go through it again.. i can’t.
Happy New Years ❤
January 01, 2011. Finally the new year again, a time to change and better ourselves. Forget the past, forget those memories that taunted you, forget those who hurt you, here’s your chance to forget & forgive as well. I wish everyone best of luck in 2011. My new years revolution; To better myself, to change bad habits, personality, and attitude & improve myself as a Daughter, Sister,...
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Woke up angry, ignored one’s text messages for a while, and then ended with a “fine”. Angry Angry Angry.. so didn’t reply or anything. Went to work at 5 got home around 8:30. Still ignored text & call… until i called back lied that i was in bathroom when you asked where i was & why i didn’t pick up. = =. Anyways..you went to a party, i’m not...
Anonymous asked: vivi~ i think u look prettier in black hair color !!